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Bostonwill's Gay / Art BLOG
December 18, 2005
Ruminations on Men and Their Lovely Nude Bodies.
A Gay Eye


Gay male art, not just the male nude, is what interests me. Like most gay men I love to look at pictures of naked men. As an art student in Albany New York I learned to love looking at paintings of naked men. I quickly figured out that I looked at them differently than my male classmates. I slowly realized that I also looked at them differently than my female classmates.




I believe I have a gay eye, a gay way of seeing the nude male form. I don’t look with desire or lust or even “an appreciation of beauty” as a woman might look at a nude man. I also do not look at the male figure as a thing apart, like an object, as men see women’s bodies in art. As a gay man I think of it as an extension of what I want to be, also what I want to possess, and what I want to be “out there” that represents me.




The classic male form (as represented here) is what I wanted to do in college and have attached to my public self. It is “THE CLASSIC MALE NUDE”: some kind of “pose” that doesn’t make anyone really uncomfortable to look at. We get to concentrate on the skill of the rendering and think of all that flesh and muscle like we would a pretty flower, or the meticulous rendering of a bird.





Illustration was always a way to put the nude male in the public eye in a non-threatening way. Now it seems it’s all about the “sexually charged man”. Advertisements are ambiguous enough to be aimed at men, women, gay men and even children! What you want. What you want to be. What you want to become.



Phillip Core represents the closest you can go to out right voyeuristic adoration of the male form while still having the focus be something other than “the naked guy in the middle of the picture”. Like Paul Cadmus he wants me to ogle the men but still puts them in some context that makes staring at them secondary. This painting of a beautiful young man showing off his tattoos, and some others like it, are just a few props away from the out right leering that came when gay men gave up the pretense of needing an excuse to gawk.





Clive Barker, the horror novelist and director, has a very odd perspective on the male figure. As a painter he seems to combine a whimsical skill with a disturbing and dark content, which I love. His nudes both attract and repel. They have what I think of as a “gay” view because they have a sexual tension that borders on obsession. His books are wonderful, his movies mesmerizing; but in his paintings he seem to reveal much more about what it means to be a gay man lusting after “flesh” and the consequences which come from that. He reminds me most of Michelangelo at the end of his life. I am thinking of that last haunting self -portrait where he depicts himself as reduced to the flayed skin held up by the imp/devil in The Last Judgment. Go to Clive Barker’s homepage at: http://www.clivebarker.com/html/visions/gallery/gall.html for more on a modern moralist painter.










Mel Odem’s men exsist in a world of highly sexually charged romance. Every portrait gets me wondering what is happening BELOW the waist…










An artist I enjoy a lot is a guy named Ryon. The men are definitely there to be looked at, but posed in a very odd way. They are almost natural - but somehow not. He seems to mimic all the old tricks painters used to represent nude men with out screaming GAY, but in a way that just makes them obviously gay. How many painters can get away with a naked guy Christina’s World? If anyone has the link to this guy’s web page, please email me, I lost it and now cry each and every night thinking I’m missing out on his new paintings.







This stuff is the “gay guy” preoccupation with dick that is all over the place. Thanks Tom of Finland, you created a generation of men that couldn’t get enough DICK. It is the focus and the point of all this art. Highly explicit, and with no apologies about it’s subject matter, it seems to say to gay men; WELL HERE IT IS! My only question is: Now what?









I love to collect art that served as something else, nude men on coins and stamps or in print ads and especially – book covers. Is this stuff for the trade paperback market or for the gay guys? You decide. http://bostonwill.20megsfree.com/index.html






Another master of the form is Sargent. He made his name and his living at grand portraits, but thought his real fame would be his GRAND MURALS, it wasn’t. His portraits are his best work. However, the nude studies he did for his murals and his “throw-away” quick sketches of nude men (he even used a nude man as the model for Athena in the Boston Public library) have a charm and an appeal all their own. What he might have accomplished without the Victorian prudishness about sex and nudity he one of the great sorrows of the art world, let alone the gay world.






Send me a little mail and let me know what you think!




Male Art Site Click here for the original page I wrote. Careful, it's crazy with (nasty) pop-ups but has more art.




Posted by bostonwill at 12:01 AM EST
Updated: March 14, 2006 3:33 PM EST
November 4, 2005
Galdor Craeftig.

Am I getting old, should I wear my trousers rolled?
Do I dare to eat a peach?

I LOVE T.S.Elliot! Has anyone EVER given dorky asexual gay guys a better champion. What did all those turn of the century "modern" closet-cases do before T.S.? Oh THE VALIDATION!!!!!!
But seriously, "the jew on the windowsill" racism not withstanding, he did have a way with words.


We have to think of them as forever bailing,
Setting and hauling, while the North East Lowers
Over shallow banks unchanging and erosionless
Or drawing their money, drying sails at dockage;
Not as making a trip that will be unpayable
For a haul that will not bear examination.


SOMEONE give this guy a razor!
Or, as T.S. would have stated it "I said to my soul, be still, and wait without hope."
No, actually I love him, I really really, honest to god
, I do.

Well? Any words of wisdom? Any propositions? Had the experience but missed the meaning? OK, now I'm just being pissy. But really, give me a fag like WHITMAN!



I have heard what the talkers were talking
.... the talk of the beginning and
the end
But I do not talk of the beginning or
the end.

There was never any more inception than
there is now,
Nor any more youth or age than there
is now,
And will never be anymore perfection
than there is now
Nor any more heaven or hell than there
is now

Urge and urge and urge,
Always the procreant urge of the world.

Out of the dimness opposite equals
advance.... Always substance and
increase, always sex.
Always a knit of identity.... always
distinction.... always a breed of life.


Now THAT'S a man I could love!



Posted by bostonwill at 12:01 AM EST
Updated: February 18, 2006 12:57 PM EST
May 23, 2005
Fort Lauderdale or BUST!


Gino asked me to travel down to Fla. to help him move. He flew up and I rented a SUV for the long haul down. We decided to take as long as it takes and then I would fly back (CHEAP Airfare).

It was so much fun...

(Fun post moved to a different, more sex obsessed, blog of mine)

Posted by bostonwill at 12:01 AM EDT
Updated: February 18, 2006 1:09 PM EST
November 1, 2004
New ART or AHT
Here is my most recent "guy on the beach" thingy. I am beginning to feel like Tuke, but with men - not boys.



What do you think? Am I getting any better?

Who the hell am I talking to...

Posted by bostonwill at 4:13 PM EST
Updated: February 18, 2006 1:15 PM EST
October 15, 2004
Holiday craft fair.

Well, it's time once again to start working on the things I want to sell at my friend Noah's Holiday Craft Fair. More landscapes or go all out with some of the naked man paintings I've been doing... what to do?
I do love Noah's parties. Such jollity (I don't know if thats really a word, but if it isn't - it should be). Lots of people lots of cookies lots of INTERCOURSE (Oh, look it up you perverts).
Having my artwork on display will be, a bit anxiety inducing. I can post stuff here, because it isn't REALLY looked at. But there will be some gallery grade artists there...

What is it with the naked man paintings? This is beyond.... ANYTHING comprehensible.

postscript:
I went with a mix, some winter scenes, a couple of artsy nudes. Nothing too... "you've captured just the right flush of blood in that penis, sweetie" unfortunatley it was snowed out. Poor friend. He put a LOT of work into it.

Posted by bostonwill at 2:26 PM EDT
Updated: February 17, 2006 9:04 PM EST
August 10, 2004
Moving on up!

Packing and moving, as if LOOKING for the damn place wasn't enough work. At least I will be downtown again... oh happy day! Can't wait for the fun and fun and fun!
Not that it isn't fun here. Gary made the funniest comment EVER.

I was busy in my room with a few FRIENDS from the net I was cruising... chatting up. And after the last one (of about 4, that's not TOO many for a Party - is it?) slouched out the front door, I put on my robe and went to socialize with the roomies in the living room.
Without missing a beat Gary said "I was beginning to think of your room as a clown car - like in the circus. Just how many men were going to eventually come pouring out of there!" That BITCH, That funny, funny bitch! I am going to use that line if it takes my whole life!

Come to think of it, I almost wet myself on another line of his. Granted, it was one of those you-had-to-be-there lines, but I snorted coffee out mah NOSE!

It was a beautiful summer day and I had taken my coffee to the back porch to enjoy the moment. Now you need to know that I am a hirsute kind of guy, and that I am very, very well groomed; I use Nair on my back and I clip my chest hair to a presentable length for society. Good grooming is good grooming, after all. It isn't what you were given; (with ONE exception) It's what you do with it.

So there I was lapping up my morning joy by the mouthful: communing with the flora and admiring the fauna all about me. One of the fauna I was admiring was the tree surgeon who was whacking branches off the neighbor's tree. I was hoping that all the buzzing buzzing buzzing of branches in the hot sun would cause the slightest discomfort with that all too thick appearing T-shirt he was wearing. When suddenly I heard, louder than the buzz saw being wielded a few yards from me, Gary YELL from the kitchen:"WILL! ARE YOU TRIMMING YOUR BACK HAIR AGAIN?"
He really is an insufferable bitch. But FUNNY!

Posted by bostonwill at 3:58 PM EDT
Updated: February 18, 2006 1:13 PM EST
July 16, 2004
Mr. America






A rather gratuitous self portrait.

This is the third I've done. I bearded one - from my youth I sent to Tammy, no acknowledgment. A HUGE G.I. Joe type of thing with my face, and this one of me straddling the world and holding my member... is THAT Freudian OR WHAT.


Posted by bostonwill at 12:57 PM EDT
Updated: February 17, 2006 9:09 PM EST
June 21, 2004
Kinky Sex...
Yes, we are all probably kinky in some way, some more than others. I can now add another to the ten best sex experiences of my life (I'll have to figure out what to bump, or just make it 11). There was just a hint of auto-asphyxiation, something I would NEVER have dealt with, oh well it proves the adage NEVER SAY NEVER!


It has, however, got me thinking about Pandering. When does art become... well, less arty and more DIRTY?
I would react favorabily to a bondage painting hanging in a gallery (I would react whole-heartedly, from my non-exsistant hairline to my trembly little toes, at a bondage MAN hanging from the gallery...), but how would I feel about seeing it hanging over the couch of a friend. And how would that change what I thought about my friend?

Posted by bostonwill at 12:21 PM EDT
Updated: February 18, 2006 1:33 PM EST
June 9, 2004
Read This !
I know you want to, my new page on what art is all about (still under construction)

http://www.bostonwill.bravehost.com/

Posted by bostonwill at 11:24 AM EDT
May 16, 2004
Monday, May 16th It's a whole new world.



At least until 2006! Tonight there are parties and celebations in Massachusetts (and especially the next town down the street from my home in Arlington: Cambridge City Hall) the first couples are lining up to get hitched... Not to rain on anyones parade but I HOPE they know what they're doing! Except the lesbians, they always know what they're doing.





God bless us one and all! Happy and joyous nuptials to all... wait a minute, if it's considered bad form to never congratulate the bride... then WHO ARE WE GOING TO CONGRATULATE? Hee Hee I couldn't resist that one.

Posted by bostonwill at 11:20 PM EDT
Updated: February 18, 2006 1:18 PM EST

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